i need to concentrate on exams and not you

i dont know if i can yell any longer..
i really have fallen for you.
its not just a crush
the way u smile and laugh
u r giving me false hope
wait its all my fault
and i dont know why im feeling rite this
i shud have known it better
what is it with you that makes me react like this

im so sad rite now can i just like kill myself..i know i shouldnt be thinking abt this but life's just unfair..i want to kill him..no..its not his fault. god why do love exists?.